My story
Born July 25 1994
a boy named Tevin was born ,
Born into a world full of love and sin .
That boy knew what love was as soon as he came out the womb , he was showered with it day in day out from his loving mother and father.
tevins father treated his mother like a queen , mother didnt work she was a stay at home mom taking care of 2 children , father always said to her you dont ever have to work a day in your life as long as im here for you , he loved mother more than anything , treated her with such respect , never EVER has Tevin seem his father in any way harm a women , women are queens he told Tevin as he grew up and Tevin has grasped that concept till he grows old. Tevin had a new little sister born little sister. He always wanted to help people even when he was young ,once Tevin saw his little sister crying in her carrage , Tevin only 2 years old picked her up and took her to mommy and daddy and look she crying in his todler voice ,mom and dad laughed as Tevin struggles to hold his sister . Tevin showed his love so much it eventually hurt the people he loved , One day Tevin saw mommy giving his little sister a bath , loving Tevin just wanted to help as his mother layed his sister carefully in the sink & went into the next room to grab supplies for the bath , Tevin wanted to help so Tevin went and turns on the water he felt the water it was too cold , unknowingly he turns off the cold water completely and turns on the hot water . Tevin hears is baby sister starts to cry and sees the steam commimg from the sink , mommy comes back and quickly turns the water off grabs his baby sister and takes off running , Tevin confused about everything right now , mommy is crying daddy too . Tevin was the blame , Tevin did it , the monster , the devil , throughout the years many thoughts came through tevins head will his family ever love him the same , daddy says that she was his little angel , Tevin took his little sisters life , she could of enjoyed but Tevin took it away , Tevin ruined everything , why wasn’t it me instead of her , the image of Tevin Turning on the water still haunts him , his heart cant take anymore , Tevin loves everyone , Tevin loves his family his friends and his enemies he wishes all the best even if they dont do so back . Should Tevin even be alive , I did it im Tevin I miss my sister dearly I wish she had the opporitunity to live I feel the grieve and anguish every single day , to see my father cry about her makes me wanna just fall asleep and never wake back up , im not suicidal im not that stupid , tevin was confused growing up he use to question god why is this happening to him , tevin also was confused on who he loved more his family or god, he use to tell god that he loved his family so much how could he love god more is that even possible ? As he grew up he learned how important god is , tevin learned he wouldnt have such a great family if god did not bless him with one . it was me the killer , me Tevin , I want to make the world a better place thats all I ask, make everybody on this planet happy , never feel remorse , never hurt one another just love one another , embrace each other , make your talents come true , Tevin is just a screw up dont mind him , take care of yourself never let anyone bring you down , I love you all
Bam